Long ago I wished to leave
" The house where I was born; "
Long ago I used to grieve,
My home seemed so forlorn.
In other years, its silent rooms
Were filled with haunting fears;
Now, their very memory comes
O’ercharged with tender tears.
Life and marriage I have known,
Things once deemed so bright;
Now, how utterly is flown
Every ray of light !
'Mid the unknown sea of life
I no blest isle have found;
At last, through all its wild wave’s strife,
My bark is homeward bound.
Farewell, dark and rolling deep !
Farewell, foreign shore !
Open, in unclouded sweep,
Thou glorious realm before !
Yet, though I had safely pass’d
That weary, vexed main,
One loved voice, through surge and blast,
Could call me back again.
Though the soul’s bright morning rose
O’er Paradise for me,
William ! even from Heaven’s repose
I’d turn, invoked by thee !
Storm nor surge should e’er arrest
My soul, exulting then:
All my heaven was once thy breast,
Would it were mine again !
I kinda worried about my psychological condition.These days,I’ve been having this weird symptoms.I feel like,I can’t control my own emotion.It changes rapidly and suddenly,from happy to sad or vice versa.If you ask me what causes it,I can’t answer you.I don’t know what caused it and I suspect it might be a result from exhaustion I felt these past days because of the intense practice’s schedule.Not to mention,the piles of assignments and homeworks.Or it might be,because I kinda regret about something I didn’t do in the past.And It’s haunting me now,sometimes I get a nightmare because of it.For the Tenkusai,Kinda relieved It’s over now.But I’ll miss those precious moments.It was really fun to be a part of Arauma Chiyo.I think I won’t quit this circle :D
The performances were mostly nice,Mai Raku is exception It was AMAZING.Kinda 残念 It was raining today TT_TT